More than Mere Existence

God is talking to you and showing you great and mighty things; but you have taken your focus off of the blesser and become fixated on the blessings (material) and are afraid to let them go in order to run hard after what He has for you. I will not tell you that following God is easy - but I will tell you that he loves you and what He has planned for you is satisfying - completely satisfying. Don't waste time fighting His will for you -- be wise enough to trust the God in whom all wisdom dwells. He won't lead you astray!