You don’t have be right to seek Him; just seek Him! He will pardon you! He will cleanse your sin! He will make you right with Him. Don’t wait to get it right, simply turn your heart toward seeking Him. His grace is sufficient! He is more than enough.
For Hezekiah had prayed for them, saying, “May the good Lord pardon everyone who sets his heart to seek God, the Lord, the God of his fathers, even though not according to the sanctuary’s rules of cleanness.” (2 Chronicles 30:18-19 ESV)