Lately, many who have the life spotlight have been doing some wicked things. It can make you embarrassed to be American, or even human! When you look at the actions of some, it can really make you look down on them; and raise your own self up a bit. Yes, you have to be raising you up if they are suddenly beneath you.
It points out a truth about who we each are. I’ll talk about me. You see, I haven’t killed anyone; spoken with ill regard of anyone publicly; stolen anything; wished anyone dead; abused any child; mistreated anyone because of their ethnicity; etc. etc. etc. So, unlike those people I read about or see on the TV screen, I am righteous! Right?!?! WRONG!
Truth is, only God knows why I refrain from what I refrain from and only God knows the things I do that none of you see. My mind knows the blessing of trusting God completely and submitting to Him in all things; but my heart without the leading of the Lord is just self serving even when my desire is to be good! My hope lies in the actions and love of my King. He searches my heart and knows my true desires; He is faithful to see if there is any evil in my heart and His mercy and grace are powerful and can be counted upon to always lead me in the everlasting way.
I’m ever grateful that I have learned not to depend upon man – not even myself – to do the right thing. I depend upon the Holy Spirit in me to bring about in my life what The Lord wills to be so. Even when it seems that I’ve done a good thing, the truth is that it is only the work of the Holy Spirit in me. Search me, O God! Lead me, O God! Omnipresent God – my soul hides in You!
“I the LORD search the heart and examine the mind, to reward each person according to their conduct, according to what their deeds deserve.” Jeremiah 17:10